forever has come and gone.

a good four years later and i'm looking back on all this
what life was
what it meant
and who was there

there are very few things that are the same
but it's not enough to make me sad
change is what is expected from life

my spirit is the same
joy still finds its home in my heart

but i care for you all dearly
and i hope the best for you.

things are different,
but no matter how far off you get
you can never get too far away
from yourself.

i wont ask for thinks to be carefree like they were then
i wont ask them to be that innocent
i'm grateful for the knowlidge i've gained
the love that i've learned
that will change my life forever

but appreciation for all this past
still very much exists

time is just a different thing now
and this time in my life
is most obviously
over.



i love a God that is too beautiful to comprehend
the greatest father, lover, teacher and friend.
i want to make him proud so much that it hurts
show him off to the world
help him win hearts.

i love a boy in the most real way i have ever known
i cannot put into words how much he means to me,
i my heart physically aches thinking about it.
i want to show him this love every single day
for the rest of my life
we can win hearts together.

i try my best to love others
and mean it.
my life is not my own,
but this is what it's about.